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Feb. 21st, 2010 10:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
all_strange_wondersIt's so nice to be wanted. To have one person who I don't have to chase down for a conversation or company, who actively desires my company and invites it.
But this one person? He's nice, but he's not the one I would have chosen, if I had to pick just one out of my whole acquaintance.
An old friend once told me that it was easy to forget that I actually liked him. I am intimately acquainted with that feeling of late. It is very, very easy to feel as if you have no value when you are treated as if you have no value, or as if you are a curiosity or a temporary amusement at best.
Especially at a distance, actions speak volumes, and words hardly at all.
But this one person? He's nice, but he's not the one I would have chosen, if I had to pick just one out of my whole acquaintance.
An old friend once told me that it was easy to forget that I actually liked him. I am intimately acquainted with that feeling of late. It is very, very easy to feel as if you have no value when you are treated as if you have no value, or as if you are a curiosity or a temporary amusement at best.
Especially at a distance, actions speak volumes, and words hardly at all.
